Oh my.. This is getting...

I had a goal for this year to write more entries for my blog. And as you can see, I have not succeeded in this goal. It has been almost a whole three months since my last post.

Okay......... can I be really honest?

[confession]
These days, I found myself frequently awakening in the middle night with a heart full of anxiety-- about exams. I would lie there and toss and turn, sleeping fitfully and best. I just had the sudden realization that exams could be as little as 4 weeks away. No matter how hard I wish or whine, today will still be May, 10th instead of July, 10th. I just have to stuck it up, stop procrastinating, and do study, even if it means that I have to bang my head against the wall in the process ahh. That's a little scary--and a little exciting. It's not I'm allergic to exams...HONEST! but I think this is the most overloaded semester I've been doing so far. And bunch of lecture notes......... almost always make me cry.

(Um, okay, not CRY cry.. but I certainly start to feel my throat buckle and my eyes begin to ahem, mist.)

I know it would not change the lecturer's mind or heart by crying and complaining on their decision to bring the whole semester topic into the exams. But I do hope there will be sort of miracle happen? *wipes eyes*

I mean let it be, Lord, let it be. *wipes nose*

I will do my best, focus forward, and laid it at Your feet.

in the words of obama : YES, WE CAN!

so, press on hannaaaaaaa.

[/confession]