I don't know mom could write something like this.
My Daughter,
As a child your smile would light up a room,
Turning my day to sunshine from any kind of gloom.
Your giggles and laughter was nice to hear,
I feel the same way to this day, when you are near.
From a girl to a woman, you grew up so fast,
My wonderful memories of you will forever last.
your sweetness and beauty was and is such a big part of you,
It comes forth in all the things that you do.
You've done so well for yourself over the years
Deserving the many good times, and working through some tears.
I'm proud of you and your life that you've made,
My love and support for you throughout,
will never ever fade.
Mom, you made me cry the whole night reading this letter. Like most kids, I didn't always appreciate all the things you did for me... I just assume that I'd be loved and pampered and that you would fix any crisis. I can't ever repay you at all. But sometimes, I wish I could go back to my childhood to relive some of those moments when you were teaching me about love, giving acceptance, lending me strength, and so forth.. And each time I would hug you tight and say thank you so much! I LOVE YOU!
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
I am Still Alive
Hey there amazing people!
Yes, I'm still alive. Much has been going on here. As of today, I have done 6 mid tests, 2 more waiting and so 4 finals to finish my awesome second year! Yipeeeee! You should be proud of me for not doing youtube procrastination in the last 3 months :)
You ask, How I did it? Okay, this great achievement is because Hanna got new commitment to get her stuff done before watching youtube and oh! She glued a BIG FAT WONDERFUL encouragement paper in front of her lappy saying "STOP BLUDGING! The clock is ticking! DON'T you dare miss a single second!" And with all due respect, I close youtube, facebook, messanger etc and start crying (read: studying). It's hard though for the first time to make it through, but in fact I know clearly now that I can live without internet, laptop, cellphone, and hi tech whatsoever. I think it's better if Apple and Blackberry were just fruits.
Where was I?
Oh yea so my point is resist the laziness and take a step. Now GO!!
So folks, these past few days, I genuinely feel I am running toward something new, not running away from something old. I am convinced that God has been in this process of change. I know it's hard to adapt with something new and to start something that has been done half way all over again. But hey! I was reminded again that if I want great things to happen, do not changing the face, facing the change instead! I am confident and fully trust there will be tremendous things ahead. It might involve lots of hard work, tears and risk and fear and uncertainty... but at the end of the day I believe God is in it and I will be able to find His purposes in my life.
Please God, give me Your courage and remind me always of Your grace.
I surrender all.
p.s. My parents coming this thursday so this blog will be kicked off again soon :)
Yes, I'm still alive. Much has been going on here. As of today, I have done 6 mid tests, 2 more waiting and so 4 finals to finish my awesome second year! Yipeeeee! You should be proud of me for not doing youtube procrastination in the last 3 months :)
You ask, How I did it? Okay, this great achievement is because Hanna got new commitment to get her stuff done before watching youtube and oh! She glued a BIG FAT WONDERFUL encouragement paper in front of her lappy saying "STOP BLUDGING! The clock is ticking! DON'T you dare miss a single second!" And with all due respect, I close youtube, facebook, messanger etc and start crying (read: studying). It's hard though for the first time to make it through, but in fact I know clearly now that I can live without internet, laptop, cellphone, and hi tech whatsoever. I think it's better if Apple and Blackberry were just fruits.
Where was I?
Oh yea so my point is resist the laziness and take a step. Now GO!!
So folks, these past few days, I genuinely feel I am running toward something new, not running away from something old. I am convinced that God has been in this process of change. I know it's hard to adapt with something new and to start something that has been done half way all over again. But hey! I was reminded again that if I want great things to happen, do not changing the face, facing the change instead! I am confident and fully trust there will be tremendous things ahead. It might involve lots of hard work, tears and risk and fear and uncertainty... but at the end of the day I believe God is in it and I will be able to find His purposes in my life.
Please God, give me Your courage and remind me always of Your grace.
I surrender all.
p.s. My parents coming this thursday so this blog will be kicked off again soon :)
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
A Song from a Heart
HANYA UNTUKMU
Dalam bisu
Tanpa tanya
Ku tak bisa ungkapkan
Isi hati yang tersimpan
Mengagumi dirimu
Dalam tatap
Jerit rindu
Tak mampuku lukiskan
Rasa ini dalam kata
Hingga lagu ini kunyanyikan
Chorus:
Untukmu hanya untukmu
Rasa ini cinta ini hati ini
Kuberikan
Untukmu hanya untukmu
Slalu di hati tak terganti
Tiada lelah kukan menanti
Music and lyrics : hanna
Friday, October 1, 2010
Sometimes by Step
Ask more questions, not the same questions more often
Recognize you can be whatever you desire to be
Know that performance does not equal identity
Realize that you are the equal of everybody
Realize that you are the better of nobody
Appreciate, you did the best you could
Face the future, live for the moment
Understand suffering is part of life
Accept, you will make mistakes
Breathe from your diaphragm
Smile when things get tough
Always be kind to yourself
Think before you answer
Visualize Your Success
Take time for yourself
Make time for others
Listen with interest
Suspend disbelief
Embrace change
Still Your Mind
Be curious
Exercise
Laugh
Love
Cry
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